a beautiful letdown

"I will carry a cross and a song where I don't belong."
I miss being backstage.

I miss being backstage.

(via balletballetballet)

Love having a fridge and pantry full of healthy food. Lifestyle changes. I feel wonderful.

Love having a fridge and pantry full of healthy food. Lifestyle changes. I feel wonderful.

In your life you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some that you wish you never have to think about again. But you do.

C.S. Lewis (via iroud)

(Source: iroud, via mayhopearise)

aseaofquotes:

Stephanie Perkins, Anna and the French Kiss

aseaofquotes:

Stephanie Perkins, Anna and the French Kiss

(Source: gle-eleven-nie, via wewontbequiet)

Familyfamilyfamily. Oh, I’m thankful I have these people in my life.

The strength of patience hangs on our capacity to believe that God is up to something good for us in all our delays and detours.

John Piper

Waiting & Listening.

I’m realizing that I don’t always have to write out my feelings, explain myself, or search for answers. I’m realizing that it’s quite alright to put away the computer and my journal and close my eyes and share my heart with Him. Not everything is meant to be shared with anyone or everyone else. Not everything is meant to be pulled apart and examined and laid out for all to see.

I’m aching and I don’t think I have ever felt this burdened before in my life. And so the only thing that brings me comfort is sharing quietly my fears and feelings with Him… and for someone who has always relied so heavily on writing every thought out, this change feels nice. There’s this still, soft place in the deepest part of me that remains untouched and unseen by everyone but Him. 

I wouldn’t have it any other way.

These days.

Four years and counting.

Somehow, no matter what the outcome, I know I won’t regret a single day.